Not ready yet

There are no rules when it comes to love, I just try to let love surprise me because you never know who you’re going to fall in love with. You never know who’s going to come into your life – and for me, when I picture the person I want to end up with, I don’t think about what their career is, or what they look like. I picture the feeling I get when I’m with them. – Taylor Swift

I kinda agree with Taylor Swift’s statement.

I know that I have standard or expectation from guy. Can be physically or personality. But that’s not a fixed price and its negotiable. Because I understand the idea that you can’t choose the person you fall in love with. You’re not suppose to. It just happens. Besides, I’m not perfect either.

But one thing for sure, I never looking for a rich guy as my bf or partner. For me, that’s not important and it’s not my goal when it comes to love. I’m looking for someone who can love me for me and can except all my flaws. Because I’m a difficult person to live with and to please. So, if he can stand and put up with all my attitudes, that would be a miracle! I’m also a woman with an attitudes and most men that I’ve met, find me quite challenging. But if the guy who loves me, happens to be a rich, well that’s just a bonus.

But after the “insecure fiancee” incident, few of my friends and my clients tries to hook me up with their friends. it made me cringe….I really don’t need this. Relax people, I have a crush on someone. Kinda like him a little bit. But not obsessed over him and definitely not in love yet.

I like the idea that I have someone that I look forward to see every day in daily basis or at least once or twice a week. But that’s all….

I don’t know where this going to lead… But like I said, I’m still numb. I’m not ready to have relationship. I’m not properly heal yet. But at this moment, I’m definitely not in love with anyone or looking for someone.

When its time, its time. It will come when you least expected.


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