I must be born not to trust people and being cynical to see the world. I really do try to learn trusting people, but everytime I did, I will always be the one who looks like a fool. And when that happened, my tears just fell unannounce and my heart broke again.

why does the person you trusted most, ended up hurting you the most?

the person who said that I should learn to trust and have faith on people, is the one that can not be trusted?

the one who supposed to keep my tears from falling, is the one that makes me cry. maybe I should really stop trusting and listening what other people think…. just believe what I believe in

its useless and I dont see the point to do so.

cos its the only thing that keeps me from getting hurt or stab over and over……

it has to end. at least for now…